yesterday was GREAT.

wonderful. first we alighted at the wrong stop, had to change bus to interchange and then walk to lt's hse. then, rain so we almost late for our concert lot. stupid one. lastlt, i fell sick in the concert. Now i got high fever and sore throat. it hurts. im going to sleep now. bye.

For the first time in my life, i shed my tears over my passion.

Nobody cares now. I mean, even those that had the REAL FIERY passion for choir is like, loosing it. I've never seen Ms Lim so angry before. She screamed and everyone was shocked. I was too shocked to cry. Anyway, we sounded like S***. Seriously. I've never heard a more awful tune in my life. Practice ended at 4 plus. mandy tan, leting and i went to the swings and chatted. I started to talk, and i don't know- all the tears just streamed out. It felt quite good to trash everything out and feel 欣慰 that there are so many other sec 2s like me. Amanda, Leting, Wenjing and Yvonne have really stood by me 100% 24/7. They are really mmy true friends (: not those type of lurchy lurchy frens who leave you alone the moment you have trouble.

I'm thinking: As sec2s, what can we do to help our choir to get back on its footing? I know if there's a will, there's a way. Us sec2s have the determination to help our choir, but really, as mere lower secondary students, what can we do? Like leting said, I don't even know where to start. We have seniors who don't like juniors, what do we do? and some sec 1s are abit dao. PLEASE, GUYS IF YOU READ THIS, JIAYOUS OK? WE MUST KEEP OUR PASSION GOING. I DONT WANT US TO FALL DEEPER INTO THE PITS THAT WE HAVE DUG UP FOR OURSELVES. We must go on AND improve. Afterall, every individual must do something to help us get back on track. What can 5 lower secondary school students do? we are only 1/18 of the choir. WE MUST NOT LOSE OUR PASSION!

As the rain falls, i think about how we fell and stood up again in the past. WHERE IS OUR DETERMINATION? Ms Lim was right- we really dont know how to be serious. Those don't careish people chose OUT OF TUNES for our concert name. PLEASE. I have people laughing at song lyrics. Its funny. Its alright to laugh at it for the first time. But be serious! Singing is not only about having fun, but also for us to constantly improve our vocal quality and ourselves!

Heads sticking up on clouds are funny- but after awhile, you will become sianned.

I guess i've said too much. You can say alot, but will you ever do it?
For me, the passion lives on.

UGH.

today went to NUH for braces appt. stupid nurses. so hao lian then act smart.
in the end must wait longer to make payment. == WTFCK lor. ==

then we escaped frm tuition. got scolded by mum, lols.

just did finish my hw!
YAY.

shall go n sleeep now. bye

*coughs*

OHMEGOD.

MY DEDICATION WAS JUST READ OUT IN YES 933!!!
OHMYGOD I AM SO HIGH LAH, GOING TO CRY LE!!! oh my god!
YAYAYAAY

HEPPY BDAY TO U ALL AGAIN! I LOVE u!!!!!!!

AILAIGUO ROCKS

TODAY IS A VEEEERI SPECIAL DAE.
ITS MINSHUEN'S AND WEIPING'S BIRTHDAY!!!
Wowwhee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:
:D:D:D
i am so happy (: MUAHAHA.

oh and oso happy total defence day. we must continue to be WIGILANT!
okay i shall go prac my piano le. 5 more days :x

BYEE

*coughs*

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY (l)

Belinda loves you all ppl! WAHAHA.
thanks so much to all those that gave me pressie. I LOVE EUU ALL!!!
whee. today we did a composition of V words. OMG it was so funny. Now me and meanie are thinking of more V words to continue the compo.

*feels sick* piano exam in 6 days time :x just JIAYOJIAYO AND CHIONGCHIONG ARHARH!!
lols. (:

I actually did quite well for a math quiz that wasnt counted. == HOW LAME.
Now we have to do rhythms 4 music. YIPEEEE. music rocks..

YOU PPL RAWK! okay i shall stop crapping and practise my scales. ms ling says im gonna fail it. :x BYEBYE!!!! TMR IS A VERYVERY SPECIAL DAY :D

*coughs*

YIPEES!

Im starting to update more often. :D:D:D
MUAHAHA. today we watched FOUR FEATHERS.

Its erm. okay i guess. no comments. ==
what do u wanna me to say?? o0o0o0

oh wells. shall go and 分析 some chinese 文章 now. tmr shall blog again.

HAPPY BDAY TO ALL!!!! today is 人日. MUAHAHA. (:
*coughs*

yipees. finally got time to blog abit.

there's so much to do, i suppose i have to calm down and take things one at a time. No more playing stupid games. time to WORK hard.

finally went bac school. have LOADS to do. OM spore, hai. Science and history SIA, hai. Kitchen trial? Hai. The illness makes it worse cos i cant concentrate. I think i need to go see a doctor again. Im not recovering :x

I finally changed my skin! whooppeees. so so nice :D meanie's old skin that i fell in looorve with.
hahas. time to STOP CRAPPING, and get back to my script. :D

byebye! *coughs*

One word to describe CNY this year:

PATHETIC.

Seriously. Its the most Pathetic year ever. After Cny celebrations, we were playing and screaming. Then i had to chiong off to mlysia. I started coughing away the whole journey.

When i reached there? SORE THROAT. When we had renunion dinner, i ate NOTHING BUT RICE AND BAK KUT TEH. I mean, what else is there to eat? All the nice nice food i love are HEATY. So Pathetic.

The next day? CNY. Got stupid fever and runny nose. So its FEVER + SORE THROAT + RUNNY NOSE + COUGH. I practically slept the whole day. And my granny let me eat NOTHING BUT BREAD, BREAD and BREAD. How stupid. I think i look like bread now. I mean, who eats BREAD in CNY?

Third day? WORSE STILL. my whole family was sick. Then my fever shot up very high. My uncle cooked porridge and felt better then.

SIGH. now im still coughing away. PATHETIC. Oh wells. Nothing better to do but SLEEP. Id better go take my medicine. Got to eat SIX packets of pills, not to mention cough syrup.

*coughs*